2012-01-05T03:01:00.000+08:00

Just a misunderstanding msg could cos me losing everything that i treasure and is precious to me . I didnt explain cos im tired of explainin . But i guess you have make up your mind . Its gone its all GONE. But im still thankful to you for the past 168 days . I wont force anything anymore . Hope you could be better and live better , ILY .

2012-01-03T06:54:00.002+08:00

There is nothing i can do . Since your decision is make i shall respect you . All i can say is "No one can predict what will happen next . All you can do is Stay Strong .! Move On and learn from the mistake ."
Remember you once told me that you never blame me for anything as you know i have done my best ? But why cant you tell it to yourself ? You have done your very best as well . It just that you didnt make it . That all i can say to you . The rest is up to yourself . Hopefully you can go thru this miserable stage strongly .

2011-12-16T04:43:00.001+08:00

也许是时候我应该做一个决定了吧。要不就是坚持下去，不然就是把一切都放掉。从新的过一个人的生活。我是真的不知道该如何做。我知道如果这一条路走下去我会很难受，会很痛苦。不过至少我也不需要过着那心惊胆跳的生活吧。我以用我的全力去配合你，包容你了。也许我还是失败了吧。

2011-12-05T04:37:00.001+08:00

我从没忘记我们是怎么开始，也没忘记我是如何的爱上你。

我不后悔我的选择，也希望我能一直的继续爱着你。

我只希望你能对我，就像我如何的对待着你。

你对我所做的一切我都依然的牢牢记在心里。

也希望我所做的一切，你能感受的到。

14062011 。

2011-11-27T03:23:00.001+08:00

我不想再过着每天都躲在被里偷偷哭泣的生活。我只想做我自己！
我也不想过着被人控制的日子。因为我是我自己，我有我选择的权利。
我不喜欢那种被抛弃，被冷落的感觉。感到好无助，好无奈。
不需要每天的让步，也不用每天的迁就。
只需要偶尔小小的关心关怀，就心满意足了。

2011-10-26T04:44:00.000+08:00

Can anyone in thiss world tell me , what is everything happenin for ? i really dunno .
It just like not a every good or nice year to go on . Everything is just not right ?
What going on .? Actually i should be asking myself , "What are you thinkin ? Yixin"
I really need to set a aim for myself , but not rotting or thinking so much .
And to frens out there , im not emo-ing ok !!!! I just confuse with thing happening .

2011-10-20T15:03:00.001+08:00

Im crazy over my new heels , even i have not started wearing it . But i love it ttm .!!

Have a great time with my love this few day . I hope this good time would last..

Even we didnt do anything much . But just having him with me is the pleasure im having . =)

2011-10-13T15:24:00.002+08:00

这是怎么了。为何事情又变到这样了呢？

如果说你是想要放弃这段感情，就让我知道。不要如此这样的伤害我。

我对你是用如何的心态，如何的对待，你应该比任何人都还要清楚。

Why will choose to hurt at this period of time ? Do you think im really enjoy myself ytd night ?

Do you think im having fun like nowhere ? I thought i can make it as well , i thought i can jus have fun .

But i still didnt make & im fail to make it . I'm shed-ing over you in the end .

I have alot of question in my mind wish that i would like to ask you , but i dont dare to .

You have make me fear of you . Fear to talk , fear to move.

Cause i wont know when will the next bomb will explode.

难道这还不够吗？

2011-10-12T13:19:00.003+08:00

What going wrong lately ? Why have you been so cold to me?

I dunt know what you really want , Ppl are telling my that im giving in far too much to you .

Which make you treating me this way , i told them it ok .

But do you really wanna prove them this is the way you are really taking granted for ?

It is just a few day b4 my day to come . Do you really have to do that ?

Im just lost in nowhere .

2011-10-09T14:27:00.006+08:00

有时回想着你是用如何的心态来对待我？回想着早期和你在一起的那种快乐。

读回这和你的信息，返回着和你的照片。我偷偷的掉泪了。

知道你所做的一切，可是有不想去问你什么。是因为这是我对你的信任。

也许我是象你所说的 “你想太多”。可是，是因为我很珍惜我们的这一段感情。

我可以忍受你所有的一切，那你呢？

我不需要一段轰轰烈烈的爱情，只要一心一意的对待，和关心。

这两天来我是真的感到开心。你带给我了，许多和你的第一次。

是在这四个月来我所没体验到的第一次。

从来没有想过我们能维持多旧，只想过我珍惜一切。希望你也如此。

2011-08-19T17:09:00.003+08:00

I remember clearly and trust in your words . You told me you was just making use of her , fooling with her . Now you have fool enough & its time to come back . Remember the words you say to me at west coast?

' When the day you leave me , suddenly you never control me i feel uncomfortable'

' I leave is bcos im afraid that i will bring you burden '

' Congrats to you , my mum n daughter have slowly accept you '

And many more .

After days you was pissed by her action remember , you told me she is just a bitch .? just a PLK?

Now everything is enough le bah , time to come back . Loves , 14/06/2011 .

2011-08-02T11:41:00.002+08:00

* dick dick dick *

Can you simply heard that .? It my heart thats bleeding .

Could you stop it by stop yourself from hurting me any longer ?

I cant handle all this thing everytime . I choose to trust you and myself .

But why ? why ? why? Why you rather choose to hurt me ?

Action speaks louder than words . You once told me loudly , " 我做东西对的起天地良心 "

But what now ? Secret hidden behide all those lock ?

There is nothing im able speaks out anymore . But only this short sentence for you .

" Walk a right path , Make a wise choice. "

2011-07-20T10:55:00.002+08:00

Going Crazy , there is alot of stuff that im looking forward to do or have it .

And it being long while since i last bloggin. Today was cock up la .

Only manage to enter ofiice at 10.45am when i suppose to start at 9 am.

Im stuck outside the office for 1 hour plus with the freaking hot weather .!

KAOS .

Thing is between us are getting slightly much better , hope it will improve even much better .

And not get worst . Nothing much to blog oso -.-

2011-07-08T12:26:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i realise i got no right to say others at all.
In life everything is changing along the time pass. And of cos so do a human as well.
At times i dont even know what i want for my life .
Dont know who is the right one who guide me thru
I plead for the time to arrive, i dont want to go on living with fear .

2011-05-27T00:16:00.002+08:00

Maybe i shouldnt look forward for the day to come , maybe i shouldnt . With the warning you gave me , i shouldnt looking forward on that . So silly of me , believing there's miracle . Believing that you will change for me with the effort i tryin on in . Trying my best to please you with ways i never did b4 , jus hoping you could be nice . Living underground making me despite myself . Numbing myself by making myself drunk . Knowing that im still gonna face it the next day , but at least it numb my heart for a shortwhile. Every emotional i had i can only keep to myself ,Posting on to my walls and blog . Other than that i got no ways to go to . I'm doing all is just becos i cherish YOU .

2011-05-25T17:13:00.002+08:00

Just wished that you could be a lil more understanding to me isnt so hard for you .? It all the pressure from those girl ard that had gave me , not me who want to find trouble with you . Cant you understand .? I feel insecure understand .? Dunt wish to talk about it anymore . It been bothering me for days .

Well , new job so far so good . But i need to buy more clothes for work . Sick looking at those few clothes i have been wearing this few days . =( Pay faster come .!! i need clothes .!!! AWWWWWW~~ Sickening .!

2011-05-21T16:53:00.005+08:00

I'M party like a rockstar.! Weets . Going back to normal life . Party at the right time. Sleep at Right hour .! Ytd KENNY bday . ! Happy Birthday .!!
Hhaha went hollywood with huihui . And happen to see them came in . Hahas . Nothing much that i would like to say .
Happy Birthday .!!!!

To :
" J.G.J.M , I care that why im so kanjiong n sensitive over thing ard you . Hope you understand alright .? Buay Tahan you this idiot .! JOOP ~~~ "

2011-05-19T17:15:00.002+08:00

Im thankful , grateful to those who having helping me on my english during work .
Also to those who have been cheering up for me . When im almost break down .
Thanks to all . And oh ya ONCE AGAIN. I MISS NANA LOVES .

"Of cos not forgetting my LOVEEE.! Im sorry that at times im giving u attitude . IM JUST WORRY . that y im behaving this way . Hopefully you wont take it too hard .
LOVE YOU LA . Just love the feeling by awake having you infront of me .=) Hopefully it wont be just a short time thing."

2011-05-10T00:37:00.004+08:00

I just simply dunt feel good when you mention bout it . But i cant voice it out . Cos in the end we will just argue . I dont want that .Hopefully u will understand how i feel one day.

Alright , let talk bout my new job .!
Im back to normal life , no more night life . But seriously i do miss NANA loves.!
But i believe we wwill always meet up often as long as everione is free..
Cant wait for tonight .! NANA chalet..! Weets..

Due to my new job , so far still ok . Cos still stuck in office , not yet out to run for sale . Believeing MORE challenging stuff will be coming . But nv do i will give up . In fact i will tell myself i can make it .!

"NYX JIAYOU .! YOU CAN MAKE IT .!! WEETS.!!"

2011-04-30T06:10:00.002+08:00

Im trying hard , trying every hard to get over all this thinking . I dont want to go on thinkin and making myself miserable. I have to go on strong . Please tell me what im thinking was wrong .!

Tonight will be my last night at NANA. I will miss you guys . I really do treasure the care , concern , laughter and outing with have together. I will keep all the memories will have together in mind. I LOVE YOU GUYS , I LOVE CLUB NANA.!!
But please dont make me mao tonight ok mai .?? I know you all love me too..

I want the usual me ~

2011-04-26T07:52:00.002+08:00

Few days back before everything happen , PPL say im cheerful . This few days PPL say im emo-ing . Well, i shouldnt be emo-ing , instead i should be the old cheerful me. no stress no everything .Since the gap is already there , the thing has already happen . i shall not bother and let it go. Dont let it crop in my heart and make myself miserable . ~ NEO YIXIN , YOU CAN MAKE IT .~

This is not i wanted.!!

2011-04-24T17:31:00.004+08:00

Trim my hair ytd b4 i start work . Like it ttm . It feel better. =) Thanks Juney .!!

"If this is the outcome will be , i rather i leave . You two will still remain the same but not me . thing is different for me now. I will give in my ways, i will choose to leave. All i wanted is just to stay happy but not thinking all this .! THANKS .!!"

2011-04-23T18:19:00.002+08:00

At times things should just keep in heart , but not letting it out . It hurt with the outcome if is bad . It just like how im feeling now . It hurt . I just dunno what should i say other than sorry .
I just feel like giving up on myself .! Giving up on everything . Im still young i know . I still got a long way to go , i know . But i jus simply dun wish to get all this shit anymore . No more. If im gonna choose in between , i rather dun wan anything at all..

I just wish to numb myself

2011-04-23T07:00:00.002+08:00

I wish I could drunk everynight . I wish to numb myself . I dun wan to feel what going on this world anymore any longer . I'm tired . Wanted to hold on what I wanted is just so hard . So difficult , so tired . I need a break , a short getaway . Let me free let me get out of it .

Everything just not right.

2011-04-22T23:16:00.002+08:00

I shed today thinking back how I have been treated by ex . It might be kinda stupid and lame . I know . But I just miss the feeling of someone kissing me on my forehead before I'm off to sleep . Someone hugging me , paddin me ,doting me . Every sweet moment I used to have . I'm no longer having it now . I feel empty , feel lonely . I know I can't be rushing . But I hate my single life . Theree is good and bad being single . But I just hate to be alone .!

Last month of 2010

2010-12-06T09:31:00.004+08:00

Hmm , jus in 3 weeks time . We have headed to 2011..

A brand new year a brand new start..
I have been busy with my work recently hopefully all my reader could understand.

Ytd was Yvonne 20t Bday hope she realli enjoy herself .=P

Well , life change within me. I hope this will last & i will try my best.

No more venting bossy attitude . Changing in process ~~

Hahaas im falling to all my NANA'S love .. Especially my two girl .=)

We are the crazy bitch in Nana's . Alright of cos Not forgetting my BOY .!

LOVES ♥

Thanks

2010-08-29T05:02:00.003+08:00

Im thankful that i still have some of you guys there for me.

I shall move on and go on. I wont be soft hearted anymore .

I being soft people taking advantage. I wont bother wont care anymore .

Choo , off you go. =) I wont loss of anything with or w/o all this unwanted people.

And of cos , im back to look for my happy pills . So im fine. =P

2010-08-17T04:53:00.002+08:00

Gone , it all gone. But i gonna stand from where i fall.

I will remember it in heart. This is a great fall. I put so much effort b4 i could stand up , yet i fall again. And this time round i not sure how long do i need to take.

But i believe i can make it .But still thankful toyou. Gave me a brand new lesson in life again. *WONDERFUL*

2010-08-04T02:09:00.001+08:00

Baby , thanks for tolerating all my rubbish this fews day..

Hopefully everything goes fine for us alright..??

LOVE YOU MAK MAK ..=)

2010-07-28T05:13:00.002+08:00

Finally july is going over soon.. As july is a busy month for me..

It gonna end and i can really have a good rest..

But one thing is always in my mind that im still wondering.

"What is my aim in life.?"

I still not yet what is it.. I'm just like living in a world that time comes then think..

Is it a good thing or not..

*THINKING.*

Should i stay on or walk out of it .??

2010-06-25T07:29:00.002+08:00

Sometime i don't even know what i really want.

Sometime good sometime bad..

But what i know was just hoping that the i will feel fine.

I'm weak , timid & useless. I cant even fight for what i want.

And instead give up halfway thru .

Can anyone be there for me to give me some support & motivation.?

Or i should let my life just go on like this.

I'M WONDERING ..

2010-06-23T02:54:00.003+08:00

Good question ,

"What will you do when i just suicide one day .?"

I tell you , i will just cry out loud. But dunno what else next.

I believe everyone is tired of their life , but this move on..!

You are tired , so do i . I move on is cos of my family , my frens.

Even thou at time family n fren are the thing that making me tired .

But still there alot of way to move on..

Remember always look on the bright side . But not the dark one.

Sis , no matter you still have me to hear you out .!!!

Today met up with clar went to 163 to have my dinner .

Followup sat at void deck talking bout the past , out of sudden..

Clar sang a "CHINESE" song .. wOOts..

I will get to find out the tittle again and share with you guys ..

It a nice song loves it ..

Then slowly walked to sul hse downstair waited at there for sul n gerald.

Alot funny thing happen .. And just got back home .

Logging off with my housechores.

2010-06-09T12:56:00.002+08:00

Hmm , No offence , i really enjoy my life now w/o you all.

Stressfree , freedom , happier .

I mayb hurting you guys . But dont you think is what you all show me.?

Sian la.. Jason Ong , Andy Gu Kia , Yazid , Korea .

Go off le.. No more in NANA..!!

No one disturb liao .=P

Miss them TTM.!

2010-05-24T07:02:00.003+08:00

I knw it have been rotten . But this time round i think i cant contorl myself anymore.
And i need to vent all things out.. Powerful , REALLY POWER TTM .!!
You can tell me you dun remember her at all . Duno her at all.. Yet now..??
You both are together . I really tired of thinking n thinking bout it again n again ..
You with me for all those time u dunno what im thinking .??
I really dun wann cry . I really dun wanna think of u ..
You really make me feel like im a idoit u know..??
I was like being fool ard n ard .!! I cant take it .. Im human ..
Pls.. Heartless for once n for all okay .??
"Yixin , please wake up.. Dont be a dumb anymore. What you have done for him is the past .
He never zhen xi is cos he is a dumb . You might regret of making such big effort to please him.
But it all past.. Go on for a better life.!! "

2010-04-28T02:11:00.002+08:00

Im happy with what i having now.. Enjoy working with all NANA staff..

Thanks. They are my HAPPY PILL for now.

Jokers are their part of life. Weets.

Anyway i cant sleep tonight .!

Because of what WEIWEI said.

I'm pretty than her . Ahahas.

Pig is flying up to the sky . And that me .

Wahahas.

*Thanks to all those ppl who have standing by my side. Cheering up my life.

Loves you guys..

2010-04-10T19:38:00.001+08:00

The lucky one will never be me.!

我们同样都是人可是就是有不同的对待。

她/他比我幸福多了，身边总是不会少个伴。

这就是我的命运我也接受了，也看开了。

A day out with 2 of my BBF.!

2010-03-31T14:09:00.002+08:00

IT been about 6 mth since we last met up.

And we did alot of stupid stuff. Stupid action ytd.

More outing to come .Weets. More photo in fb

2010-03-29T13:53:00.000+08:00

Hahas. it Christina Li PEITING BDAY ,

Well nothing much tat day also. MORE PIC IN FB.

2010-03-20T04:21:00.002+08:00

Wow, Cant wait to my LOVE Peiting

Hmm , Decided to make a unforgettable night for her..

Well, gotta make her Drink , Drank & Drunk.

Think she invited quited a num of fren bahs.

Hees shall wait n see..

Oh ya , i have left the hell of my life . I;m free right now..

Remember to ask me out ok..? Guys.!

B4 i found a job again no time lo. =P

I LOVE MY PEOPLE.!

2010-03-09T20:46:00.002+08:00

Omg ,, sorry it been veri long since i last update ..
Dunno jus feel life is getting boring n boring.
So dunt know what to post bout..
Drinking session almost everyday this feel day at Sabai .,
Can catch up my pic in my FB . Muhahaha.
I miss my BBF.. Catch up really soon.

"Dun have to fool with me . I'm not the old yixin any longer. "

2010-02-26T17:40:00.001+08:00

Sometimes in life we should try to give and take not taking advantage.

Well , i will not ruin my life futher down.

Let it go , i go for better . Yippy !! Yeahh .

Sulwyn we really need to meet up very very soon.!!!

2010-02-18T05:27:00.002+08:00

I try my best to do what i can. Yet i'm not ready yet is all the reply you gave.?

Well , how bout in the past.?

Jokes , Really a big joke for 2010.

Cant believe it.

Went to see doctor ytd.

And guess what . ? My throat has swollen.

Power.

TIRED OOF AL THE SHIT .!

2010-02-13T06:05:00.001+08:00

Can i be that strong that i really hope myself would be..??

2010-02-11T10:59:00.002+08:00

What has happen really happen . There nthh i do anymore.
Well , take good care of yourself . I let you go freely.
After the stupid mess i make for myself. Now i got to let it go and go on.!
3 Cheer for me ok..? HIPHIP HURRAY HIPHIP HURRAY HIPHIP HURRAY.!!
I just seriously hope everything will be find for you by times.
Sooner or later you will believe what i say is true.

2010-02-10T05:56:00.001+08:00

I need the side of you who can makes me feel secure.

Not just care when you are happy.

Well , i'm numb of this kind of feeling. I will just put all this aside ..

Is youe wish i guess so.. I not gonna allow this stop affect my mood for days.

It tired , it hurt to feel it everyday. I need a rest a breakdown.

2010-02-05T08:32:00.002+08:00

Well , It a big day for Tan Heng Yong & Audrey Teo ytd.

Seriously , Congrat to you both.

I feel happy for you.

Well , Of cos not lacking out of Photo.

I attend to their wedding dinner @ Jurong safra.

After dinner . K BOX session .

Wow , it a very Long time since i have k session.

Well , Not going to type much . Picture time. Weets.

2010-02-04T04:09:00.002+08:00

When ppl tend to changes. They changes easily.
They can be nice for now. But bad in the later.
Now we are back to square one again.
Why it is like that .? Or is it i just think too much.
I hate it when times come thing happen i always have to use that i think too much to cover all the problem .
Is this the only way i can do to maintain this on.? I dunno..

2010-02-03T06:02:00.002+08:00

I'm happy that YOU have been nice to me this few days .
And i hope it really last. And not because you did do something bad.
I bless , I hope it not. Sometime deep in my heart i feel like crying it out loud.
But i have to maintain strong . I'm feeling my life is like BORED.?
I think that the best way to describe it . =p
I miss my past . But i just want it to be a nice one.
Recently i have been passby to alot of place that contain alot of memories.
And it will always be memories only. Why .? Cos is the past.
I just hope everything will be fine for me as time passby.
AND CONGRAT TO AUDREY TEO & TAN HENG YONG.
Happy wedding. <3

What is in your mind.?

2010-01-23T09:21:00.002+08:00

Sometime, i was Thinking , Guessing , Wondering what is in your mind in actual.

I dont know your mind , You dont wish to say.

It so confusing for me to know.

Is it because i'm still not good enough for you.?

Or you still cant forget your past.?

I hate it to post about this. But i still have to.

I got no one to turn to share. I only can say it here.

Well , You are good enough for me.

Just that i want to know what is in your mind.

I holding on to you , Is because i care .

2010-01-13T05:54:00.002+08:00

Where is the sweet side of you i use to have.??

It gone , And i starting to get use to the cold side of you now.

I got no right to change you.

Cause i dont want to.

I just want you to be you.

And jus being happy.

That all i wish from you.

2010-01-07T21:57:00.005+08:00

I miss alot of ppl. But just cant mention at once..

I miss My mother.
I miss Doris Toh.
I miss Tan Mei Ling.
I miss Li Jie Ying.
I miss Ngiam Pei Ting .
I miss Yvonne Tay .
I miss Jacqueline Lim.
I miss Rain Ho.
I miss Michelle Tang.
I miss Jasmine Neo.
I miss Lee Zhen Peng.
I miss Neo Shi Hao.
I miss Neo Xuan Rui.
I miss Edmund Koh.
I miss Neo Kar Seng.
I miss Audrey Teo.
I miss Yvonne Toh.
I miss Neo Bee Bee.
I miss Shanene.
I miss Sawbia.
I miss Noky.

There alot more for me to type. I just miss everyone ard me.!!

Happy New Year 2010..

2010-01-02T20:57:00.003+08:00

Well, nothing much to update. Just sort or celebration at Blowfish for new year.
Photo will do the talk ok.?

<3 them ="P

2009-12-24T07:19:00.001+08:00

After a talk tonight. I realise my mistake.

I shouldnt puttin on trouble to you. But yet i still make it.

I'm thankful for what you give me all this time.

But all i hope now . Is a chance from you to remend my mistake.

2009-12-19T05:33:00.000+08:00

"I need a break , I need a rest.

I have fight thru so much for this company.

But yet this is what i got."

I can tell you i'm happy knowing you guys.

But i'm not happy working.

I'm thankful to you guys that i learn alot from you guys.

But i'm really down this time. I need REST.

Tired is all i can say for my life now.

But no worry guys i will back to fight for life after a few days rest.

I miss HQ peeps.

I miss my SISTER.

I miss my FAMILY.

Of cos not forgetting HIM.

I SHALL GATHER UP WITH ALL SOON.!!!

2009-12-01T15:18:00.003+08:00

Never ever thought that it will come to this end.

That things has change , gaps has appear.

We are no longer how we use to be. Everything has Gone.

Ever once something like this happen.

But is totally a different feeling i having now.

I've been getting a strong feeling it will gone for sure.

I thought i will be strong to accept the fact.

But , NO . I'm not.

I'm just like a bird has been shot, simply no strenght to fly at all.

We have gone thru alot of occur.

But it seen like our relationship is light like a feather.

And it flew off right now.

Well , Thanks for all the memories.

I will keep in mind. I apperciate it.

2009-11-23T14:39:00.000+08:00

A mini drinking session again. <3

Anyway happy birthday to Mummy & Doris toh. Advance for Kangjie.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.!!!

Happy Birthday Jacqueline. <3

2009-11-18T23:22:00.003+08:00

Meet up with Pt, Jy & Priscilla @ Pt hse.

Was thinking to give JLJY a surprise .well it failed.-_-''

She suspect it long time ago. Fainted.

Loves sister.=P

Aftermath , went to Sabai again .
As usual place to enjoy. Not really bad. Loads of fun.

Lastly , Happy bday to Jacqueline once again.<3

Farmart. =P

2009-11-07T23:15:00.000+08:00

Went to farmart wit Gy, Jolene, Javier & Yuteng .

Actually was there to pay a respect to LWH. But end up eat there.

And Jolene, Gy & Yuteng went for fish therepy.

Well , i will not forget how loud Jolene Oh has shouted.

Went to sunshine place aftermath.

Home sweet home then.

Party all Night out.

2009-11-06T11:08:00.002+08:00

Sabai Sabai on the 04/11/09. But not much photo taken.

Bongo on 05/11/09 . The last night to spend with Ibiza.

It their last night singing there. So went to enjoy with them and support.

Never do i will forget you guys .

Ibiza rocks.

Halloween Night @ Blowfish =P

2009-10-30T22:37:00.002+08:00

Well all blowfishh staff has halloween night in advance .

Together of the celebration of Our Boss Mr.Murray Ong Bday.

All thanks to Derek & Robert . Of cos not forgeting their partner.

For all those photo. Well i shall just to all the photo to finsh my post.=P

2009-10-16T07:01:00.002+08:00

Well this is my third celebration for my Bday.
As i got a celebration with blowfish staff day b4
but didnt manage to take anypic.
So now i shall update photo that i took with hequan peeps.

Cdans Karaoke. =)

2009-10-12T13:56:00.000+08:00

Hi , Sorry guys i'm late here to update. So sorry. busying working .
Got no time . But i will try to update as often as i can.
Well, now let me update with u guys thing happening for my bday celebration=P

Sabai night with sister.

2009-10-10T19:23:00.001+08:00

This is what i took today morning. Sorry i'm so LAZY to post.

2009-09-29T15:09:00.002+08:00

Oh ya . Not forgetting MY first bday present this year.
Is from paul . Thanks nanren.! =P
I want more piglet and pooh bear.! HAHAS. collection .!
Anyway i love all my pooh to max.
Piglet too.=P
Yvonne pls dont let me have a chance to go your place.
Be a big fan of pooh not so easy.
Find out when pooh is create.! Hahahs.

2009-09-29T11:54:00.003+08:00

Will i suffer or happy.? No one will know what will happen next.
And i dont dare to think what will happen next.
I just want to stay happy. And i make it. !
No point bothering over thing is hurting you.
Only two msg to pass to all the fren and reader of my blog.

' Never take someone for granted. Hold everyone close to your heart .
As you might not knowing that YOU have lose a diamond
while You are busy collecting stones'

'Life is too short
Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness.
Laugh when YOU can
Apologise when YOU should
And let go what YOU cant change.
Love deeply and forgive quickly
Take chances.
Give everything and has no regret.
Life is too short to be unhappy.
YOU have to take the good with the bad.
Smile when YOU are sad.
Love what YOU got always.
Remember what YOU have.
Always forgive and learn from YOUR mistake.
People change and things goes wrong.
But life still have to go on.'

2009-09-22T11:46:00.004+08:00

You guys are the one i missing so badly.!

Seriously i will try my best to meet up with you guys soon.
Memories with all of you may not be much.
But i still love the times we spend together with all different kinds of stuff.
L4D , Drinking , Chalet , Chusi etc.
It been over one year i have learn alot of thing from YOU guys too.
Thanks.

You girl are the one who acc me thru up and down.!

Thanks my Missy sister.
Thanks for being my listening ear and Acc me when i'm down all this years.
We have gone thru alot of thing together.
I apperciate it. Thanks.
The memories we have is impossible to finish just in one day.
I love you girls.

My 2 siao siao.

This two lady. Ahha.
Dont think i have forgotten you Both not yet ok.?
This two siaosiao have give me alot of laughter.
Is countless of laughter. You have no worry going out with both of them.
They can do alot of siaosiao thing . Just dont dare them.
Thanks alot siaosiao's

The group i spend my Secondary times with...

This is my bombom family.
We used to spend almost everyday together.
But still, work and studies is the most important.
Till now , they are those i spend in secondary time has not lose contacting with.
They have helped me alot too. Telling me what right and wrong.
I have not forget . No worry.
We are just close like a family .
Thanks too.

My family .

All this 19 years thanks for the watching me up.
But still, continue ah.
Hahas. Also thanks for feeding me till so big.
Alot of thanks to say. Next time tell you all in person okay.?
Thanks .=P

Last and not least.

You two are my biggest regret.
I'm so regret for not treasuring you both b4 thing happen.
But please let me able to meet you two in our next life okay.?
I miss you.
8 more day to go. It will be One years you both have lefted us.
Tell us you're good. Tell us you're fine.
I'm thanks that once in my life i known you both.

"There is too much memories to mention. Is impossible to finish everything by a post.
All i gonna say is THANKS to all the ppl ard me. Thanks for walking with me .
But dont stop. CONTINUE OKAY.? Million thanks."

2009-09-15T13:15:00.003+08:00

Dont tell me that YOU care when YOU dont mean it at all.
Dont tell me YOU love me when YOU are just treating me like a fool.

This is all the HAPPINESS i want.
I dont need any of YOU to enter my LIFE.

2009-09-07T15:17:00.002+08:00

Once again night out at Sabai Sabai.
Our standard place. Hahas.
Ytd wake up when to prepare then headed to plaza.
Wanted to go for eyebrow trimming but...
The shop is close when i reach there.! -_-''
Then waited for Yvonne to reach plaza. B4 headed to Sabai meet the rest.
Meet up. Drink up and lets enjoy the photo we got .

I know it alot of photo.
But More to come when Peiting has upload. =P

2009-09-05T06:01:00.001+08:00

Once again is me with HQ peeps. I miss them so badly .
And went to Gy chalet day b4. Not too bad .
Peeps. will meet up soon ok.? Promise.

2009-08-29T07:13:00.002+08:00

When to work today. And it Ema brithday.
After work so just bored waiting for transport.
Decided to take photo. Hahas.
Let mad mad mad.

Last but not least . Once again Happy Birthday Darling.=P

2009-08-28T18:51:00.003+08:00

Night out at Sabai again ytd , with Yvonne , Peiting , Jieying & Chooli.
Over there i saw too girl i have been nv meet them for long time.
That is Rebecca and Xueling.
Rebecca is working at oasis . Xueling came down with here frens.
Ok well not bad ytd. So less words More photo okay.??

2009-08-25T03:34:00.004+08:00

Sabai ytd night again. Hahas. Fun.
I went there with Peiting and Yvonne.
In between Jieying join us. Ok the night still not bad..
But next time more ppl ok..? Hahas.

More outing again sister.. Hahas.

2009-08-24T14:41:00.002+08:00

Are you a human being.? Why can you just go so heartless at times.?
Dont you think of how will i feel.? This not a right menthod as well.
It jus hurt. It just sucks. Ok.? Understand.
My words may bit hash that you think i'm lecturing you.
But no. So dont get the wrong idea. I'm just saying what i'm feeling now.

MISERABLE.

2009-08-22T07:08:00.002+08:00

Sorry for update late. Here is some photo i took last sat.
At Arena. I went there with Peiting onli. Because kana bomb.!
Here come the photo. Look ugly in all this photo.

2009-08-14T06:13:00.002+08:00

Club at arena day b4. =)

2009-08-12T06:37:00.003+08:00

I seriously sometimes hate myself ,
For allowing my tears to roll down my cheek . So easily.
What kind of girl i'm.? I'm seriously thinking.
Why is there such a weak girl like me.?
Why till now. Till now my this weak point will never change.
My heart really aches.

'EDDY & MERNEL,
Seriously, asking me to stop thinking of you guys is a impossible thing.
Once again, i cried. I cried over you guys.
I cant stop myself. I wont stop myself for missing you both.
After this incident i really learn a very big lesson.
Is far too big lesson for me to take it.
I can't let go. And i wont.'

"Please god. Once again i beg you. Dont take thing away from me anymore.
Please i beg you. The tears i have drop is enough.
Please , Take it as a pity to me. Can .? "

2009-08-11T17:30:00.002+08:00

Dunno why.? I started to loves the way i'm now.
I'm happy with my life NOW. But somehow still will think of past.=)
I started to miss alot. Miss Hequan peeps. Miss Sisters.
Miss all my Friends. Miss Oosh staff that i know. Miss Everyone.
I need a job badly. Super badly. I need to earn my own money.!
Give me sometimes.. I will prove you guys wrong..
I love MYSELF.!

'Thanks uncle, for telling me so much thing about what i should do. '

2009-08-11T13:58:00.002+08:00

Overdues Photo.

Photo ytd.

My last supper.!!

2009-08-10T01:17:00.002+08:00

I'm back to single. I have change cause of you.
But yet you want to play , want to hide.
I have feeling . But you dont care.
I'm tired. Tired of your MIA.
I accept everything about you. But you.?
Hais. But to my sister no worry.! I will still stay happy as i'm.=)

Happy Birthday Daddy.=)

2009-08-09T02:52:00.002+08:00

It my Daddy bday today.=)
Happy bday Daddy.. Ths for all the care and concern you given me.
I'm lucky to be your daughter.=)
But daddy, sorry didnt celebrate much with you ya.
Intend to celebrate with him. But still brother is in charge of the NDP.
So no choice.
But still thanks for the wonderful supper tonight.
Daddy i LOVE you.!

Happy Bday Singapore too..

2009-08-08T16:48:00.004+08:00

Quite lazy to post so.. Let the picture do the talk.!

Photo on 06/08/09

Photo on 07/08/09

'I love the way i'm now. And of cos i love My Sister too..And HIM.!
The old Yixin's you guys know is back.
Happy go lucky.=) '

2009-08-06T22:12:00.001+08:00

i decided. I will choose to wait..
Cause i rather a serious one.. But jus wondering how will you treat me..
Cause even thou i still dunno u well..
I decide to wait. I believe i can let you forget her.
I believe so. Lets hope everything come thru.! =)

2009-08-06T18:02:00.001+08:00

Why.? I just feel so weird.?
What you want can you really jus tell me.?
I will like to know.. Just know..
I treasure you.. Anyway Tan Meiling and Doris toh is mAD.!!
They are crazy..!
LOVE YOU TWO LA..

2009-08-06T09:45:00.000+08:00

You don believe me what i can say.
That what ppl wan call me not i call them..
I have deleted their num..
But still choose not to believe me..
What you expect me to do.. What i promise i willl do it .
You.?

2009-08-05T19:33:00.002+08:00

I'm restless.. Even you don understand me..
A one yr plus relationship jus end like this.
What you want me to do..? Why why..
ALL my fren treat me like this..
What can i do now...?

2009-07-30T14:18:00.002+08:00

I can't make up my mind ytd.

I'm so confuse . But after that.
I know what to do.
You're really so heartless treating me that way.
I'm dead . That what i can say.
But still thank to you once again. What you gave me is far enough.
Thanks.The photo you once told me you love the most.
Takecare.

2009-07-28T03:50:00.002+08:00

I expected you will update i knew it.
I not giving up on myself. But i just felt it far too tired.
I know you have gone thru. But what i gone thru not less either.
I'm seriously tired of it that why i make the choice.
I just hope you guys will take care of yourself.
Mayb one day down the road i will be back .?
Who knows no one other than god.? Hahs.!
All the thing we facing is just something sickening and hurtful in the same time.
You will never know what will happen next.
As i say it so hard to continue if i'm the only one
FIGHTING it thru .

TREASURE WHAT YOU HAVE NOW.
B4 IT TOO LATE.

一切都是回忆

2009-07-27T11:00:00.002+08:00

Is just a memories i can only keep it .
Nothing else i can do. The sweat and tear i drop i think is enough.
I believe even w/o me you guys will be happy. No different.
Still hope you guys will buck up in everything .
Work hard , Strive hard.

鹤权

Thank for the perfect memories you guys gave to me.
I will treasure it deep in my heart.
Peace. Loves. Cares.

2009-07-25T21:22:00.002+08:00

Why must you always cover yourself .? When you already do something hurtful.?
Dont you think is lil too late. Even a outsider can pity on me.
Yet all you know is you and your nasty comment. WTF.??
Enough lah. In the past , i might need to tahan all the thing you do.
But not now ok.?? Avoid misunderstanding.? Hahs. You yourself know why la.
Fcuk it.!

Guys dont ever being a nice person. Because it come out to no good ending.

'Girl heard that you fall back. But please for the goddness sake.
Change back ok.? I cant afford to lose anything le . Please.
Take it as i beg you.!'

2009-07-25T08:42:00.003+08:00

If you think i'm so free to break you up.? GO ahead.
I dont have to do all this small action. And pls treat ppl in same treatment.
How you treat me in the past i already forget it le.
So just mind your words.!
I trying to do what.? Pls you should know la.
Wenjun is mine main concern . So how a lil good words for you.
End up.? Pls.? I wont be worry even u see this post .
Because is all fact i'm talking bout.
But a good father la. And a good bf la.!!

2009-07-23T13:46:00.000+08:00

YESH.!! my dearest is out. I love you T.M.L!!
Hahas.. james say wanna bully you.. faster go beat him up.!

2009-07-22T13:16:00.003+08:00

If this what you guys want.? Ok i will jolly well leave.
I know i cant hide away from you guys. As one of this day .
On the way down the road , we will still see each other.
But so what.? I will just jolly well act as if we are a stranger.
Something i rather dont keep it in mind.
The effort i put in may not be alot.
But the words and actions you all DONE to me is enough.
I have suffer more than enough i should.
All being well i have treasure you guys as a gems or whatever shit it is.
But now everything is no longer important. Last msg to all of you guys.
Do take care of yourself. Dont get injury when the time you guys having training.
I will no longer be there to see , to care. Thing have change.
Hope you dont blame me for being heartless. I dont wish.
Lastly , kor sorry if i disappointed you.
This msg will onli know by the ppl i'm refering to.
I treasure the moment we once spend.
Take care.

2009-07-21T13:19:00.008+08:00

Perhaps being a fcuker is much more easier
Then SOMEONE who always keep others the first priority.
Because you will be the one end up suffering.
There is one beautiful phrase i saw from one of my friends.
And i love it so much. There it goes.

"Just because her eyes don't tear
doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry.
And just because she comes off strong,
doesn't mean there's nothing wrong."

How you guys think of it.?
I feel it just somehow express how i feel.
It like say doesnt mean i didnt cry mean i'm happy with what i'm now.
Is just that i'm suffering in heart.
Seriously love this phrase.!

'There something i rather hide it in my heart.
Because i'm afraid , afraid to spoil everyone mood just cause of me.
I dont want this to happen.
Is just that sometime sooner or later i will just gone.
Serious , one fine day i will sure went down.
No one can keep it in heart for too long.
I have no one to go to. Should say i rather dont.
But i hope my effort is not wasted.
As in i dont mean thing in return.
Just a simple smile from you. I'm fulfilled.
All i want is just the happiness from you guys.
That all. Asking me losing anything i'm fine with it.
Because your happiness is more worthy than any other thing.'

2009-07-20T01:58:00.003+08:00

Went to west coast cc today. It the peeps lion competiton.
Well, not that bad. You did your best.
Let the pic do the talk. I'm lazy to post.

Oh ya, here is some overdue pic with jas too..=)

' A happy moment will never last long.
I'm so restless and so tired of it. I'm wrong with everything i done.
I dont even know what your mind is thinking.
I cant predict. All i can do is try my best.
But is still in my fault. I understand that you will be angry but i dont wish to.
I dont wish thing to turn bad. But can just understand my i mean.
I'm harmless. But your words harm me lot.
I got simply no comment. I'm totally lost with ur words.
And i shall give up and not knowing anything better.?
I dunno what to do next. '

2009-07-19T07:51:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry. I realise my reaction is far too much ytd.
But i have already try my best to control but i just cant make it.
My sincerely apologize once again. My heart really ache.
I cant stand it anyone of you to suffer from all this stuff..
But what can i do. All i can do is pretending nothing happen.
Because you want it to solve thing up by yourself . I understand.
But did you guys know.? It even suffering that knowing it yet nothing i can do.
Same to every single one. I dont want to say it out at first. But i cant stand it.
To everyone in my life . Is really important . No one is left out.
Unless you are just nothing to me.

2009-07-17T13:34:00.003+08:00

I dont care who the bloody hell you'r. But please have your own manner.
Mind your own words. Behave like well growth kids.
Than saying those UN-wanted comment to her.
Btw mayb you feel super enjoying after saying that. Then well tell us.
We will just take it as it nv happen b4. giansong kids.!

'Dar dar, Dont be sad or even pissed ok.?
Com we go interview together and there we off to new places ok.?
If you need me just give me a cal..
Because i'm ur dardar too.'

'Congrats, my siaosiao.
Finally it finish. Finally 1 yrs has gone.!
I'm so so so happy for you.
Haas. 3cheer.! Time to ENJOY.!'

' Von. Dont care what they SAY just keep in mind is we sister love you.
You know it right.? Neh.
hehes.. You want to eat duck noodles.
I anytime pei you eat la.. Steady enough.?'

'To all my fren , sis , everyone in my life.
To me. seeing the happiness in your eyes is my greatest wish.
I hate to see the tears. I hate to see the sadness.
All i want is joyness in you. And that my happy thing in life.
Being a human we cant expect much. All we can do is just remain SMILE. '

2009-07-15T11:55:00.002+08:00

There my morning gone again.
Doing on ppl blog again.-_-''
But this time round is Tan Weeliat blog.
This idoit ah. Super jialat. Very ma fan want.
Help u dont talk so much. Wait and see ma..
Tired you know. You better thanks me well in ur blog.!
Arbo i will sure kill you. By then you better really find a hole to hide.
Sadded.. Bye my morning time.!

2009-07-14T21:35:00.002+08:00

Going ard helping fren to check on it.
But now i'm so afraid it hapen on me.
Now i understand how it feel. I just dono what to do .
Super confuse. Everything has ended i guess so.
I will not hold back anymore. Everything is fate ba.
We just simply can get over this 1 yr. We will have to finish it.
So well do take care. I will take care too.

2009-07-14T09:18:00.002+08:00

Haha i spend my morning doing that 2pid ah keng blog.
Go see it hahas.. So pissed when i see his blog is in a mess.!!
I cant stand even now not very neat but at least better than b4.!
I even just edit his first two post . Kns.
Please tidy it ok. My effort ok.!

2009-07-13T10:16:00.002+08:00

I think i'm in LOVE with Doris Toh.! Even though i'm talking to her now.
But i'm missing her so badly. Find one day i want to meet her..
Hell. But of cos i'm missing Tan Meiling also. Dont worry la.
I still haven forget you. Hahs.
Omg. My bro is in love with Facebook as well.
Hhahas. Same as siaosiao DORIS TOH.!
He simply spend his whole day on FB ytd.
Even i dont have the chance to use it TILL this MORNING.
Kns. Hahahs.

Lastly, Happy bday Chua Junyong..!