today wake up around 9 plus then go to work..

it so tiring,

then halfway thru realli can't stand

went back hm..

the place ther is totally so suck.

work like a bird..

after tat slack around at hm for awhile..

then go my bf hse pplay mj with his parent.

after one round then i came in to update my blog..

overall today is quite bored..

hmm..

bibi i love you..!

the chances is given.
hope we will treasure each other more than b4.
pls don be like some other bastard.
who is jus foolin wit other ppl
when they seem no interested to another party
is veri hurtfull..
lastly bibi i really love you loadd..
muackk..

i still love you i admit.

but everything has change.

nv expect tat ue can jus treat me like a wall.

i'm talkin to u yet ue jus look @ those ball.

nvm i knw it i'm no more important to u anymore.

everyword tat ue sae today i will keep it in mind.

i'm jus a fool..

i'm heartless than b4.

go jus go i won hold on to u anymore.

i will jus go off frm u.

n nv appear infront of u animore.

i will keep it as memories.

the hurt ue gave is enough to cover those happy memories.

it all over.

everything it all over.

i won think it anymore.

i simply hate ue frm life.

no point holdin to u when the time is for me to let go..

jus take care.

hmm here another entries bout my bdae..

ytd i went to jiu guan(beer house)

wit guiyong they all.

i tot they won celebrate with me..

it also veri enjoying ytd..

me n my cake ..=)make a wish..

me n guiyong..=P jiaxiang..

me n yvonne <3

me n edmund twist..=X

me n ahpeng..(BIBI.. OOIE. DON ANYHOW CALL..)

& this is me n sweehao..@-@

thanks for celebrating my bdae with me..
thank to guiyong,ahpeng,yvonne,jolin,edmund,sweehao,junyong,junjie,john,
xuanrei,ahteck & lastly my bibi..=)

hmm, on the 14th when i wake up i was slacking around
then meet ying they all @ plaza

end up suggest to go to bugis
so i went back to prepare with my bb..

hees.

then end up wait for jieying to charge her phhone

then i meet doris n ying already then went down to bugiis.

we meet von they all @ big bird.hmm then tat 2pid keng almost made me cry.

but he is purposely do it..cos sort of surpise.but still thanks aloot..!

she the mastermind of this..!!

all this is b4 the cake is cut..!=)

this is after.. hahas..cute right..=P

then we went to kbox after slacking for awhile @big bird.

here are some pic we took..@ k box..

tat all..hmm thanks to yvonne jieying doris ziling steven ah keng alvin & lastly is my bibi..=)

for countdown for my bdae.hhess..

will my bdae special this year.

i getting more bored of my bdae.

i feel it doesn't a matter whether for me to celebrate anot

this few day always at home

nth betta to do.

i miss him n her.

what should i do.

fcuk the world.

my life is so bored.

is so suck.

actually sometime i really do hate the life i havin now

sometime i hope i could end it soon.

there is too much thing for a human being to handle.

which i donn think i can handle it.

jus wannted to end it..

''life is like a performing stage

where humans are the actors.

while alive,

we are the puppets acting out the scenes directed.

and when death comes,

that is the end of the episode of an acting human.''

well today is quite a bored day.
not a good day to hang out..
no one is in the mood to come out..
hais.
i miss eddy n mernel.
it is such a waste for them to go off like tat.
sorry frens.
mayb the entries i add on this fewday may make u feel bored.
but i jus can't stop myself to stop thinking of them
every fren of my is part of body
now is jus like i'm losing my hand or leg.
ppapas come back to me k.
mernel come back too.
I MISS YOU..

ppapas even 9th day hass pass.

from the day ue go.

we still haven forget ue.n miss ue even deeper.

the time we spend together is so wonderful.

the time we spend at my hse.

the time we have our meal togetherthe time we spend together is still in my heart.

ue remember once ue told me the winnie the pooh in my hse.

tat ue love it so much.

i gave it to ue.

nv expect tat u can carry it home by mrt.

i will try to ask frm ur sis or ask sumone to ask frm ur sis to gib it to u k.

all i wish is come back to me papas.

nuer love ue load..

today went chu si wit my bibi.

ok la. quite tiring nite tonight.

hmm. ytd took some pic wit cute sasa..

hees..

hey where you looking.?

yeah tat the look i want...=）

smile.=）

few day ago.

i oso took some pic wit my bibi.

look loving to me.heexs

i look weird ya..?

ops.=x i cover his face till he look weird.

lastly i would like to tell bibi

i LOVE you.muackks.

EDDY & MERNEL

ppapas do u know that it a big hurt that u jus leave mi..

please come back hao mah?

mernel ue oso. how can u leave tai tai ma alone.

how can u . i feel heartache to see ue both like this u know.

come back to me..

please.

i know it no point for mi to say so much now.

but at least come to my dream can?

there alot for mi to say.

ok?

300908..

ppapas i lubb you..