Restless..

Change of url but mine mood still NOT change. Stil that bad.!
Must my day to just pass like this i dont it to be this.
Bf , Frens , Sister , Family.
Who can really understand how i feel.?
I dont think so.

I feeling restless. I found someone that i can mad with.
But is useless. Just a few day more. A few day she gg in.

'I will miss you load. Promise me YOU cant forget me ok.?
I promise you i wont forget u either.'

Why why why.?? Why unhappiness is always just beside me.?

Boat quey Maddness.!

What.!!

Michael Jackson is DEAD.
My deepest condolences.
Ytd almost the whole noon i have been watching his news listening to his song.
I'm sad bout it out of sudden. It is a very shocking news.
I just cant believe it. At his 50's he has gone.
R.I.P


"What wrong with me earlier on.? Is that me who doing that.?
I just went over to put nice words for him.? Is this YIXIN.?
My feeling is so weird today. Shouldnt i in mood .?
Shouldnt i get prepare.? I'M HAVING FUN TONIGHT .!
Dont think much.. No. I must get back the old YIXIN.!! Yes.!"

SGH.

Hmm, ytd went to Woodland and meet up with Hequan peeps as they are having their training.
Reach HongSanTua at ard 7 plus.
But tot the gate is close as Ahpeng was outside waiting for Apple.
But waited for sometime when Apple has reach then know.
Overall the door is lock at all.. HELL.!
Halfway thru the training, HE came over and look for me.!
Poor HIM. Because he kanna Gout when HE walk HE feel pain.
But what was worst is when we stay back have a chat.
HIS eye swollen out of no sudden. HELL.
Then i think he is tired. So decide to go home.
At first HIS left eye swollen but still can open.
B4 we set off HE when to a washroom.
Come out HIS left eye cant open at all..!!!!
But no choice still have to go home.
When reach my place we alight. HIS right eye swollen cant open oso.
I lead him back to my place. Is like so scare. HELL.
When back home is like my dad was shock too. And decide to called his dad.
Sent HIM to hospital. Waited and waited.
The worst thing is. The doctor say mayb HE is not affected to GOUT.!
HELL. Wtf.! Then the past few week what he was suffering why leg pain.
Then the clinic doctor know how to cure anot.!
Damn angry and pissed.!
Luckily is he just discharge think not veri jialat.
If not i sure kill the clinic hospital.!

'If you donno how to cure ppl. Dont anyhow descride medicine for ppl. It kill.'

Fun.?

Today i meet with Doris, Meiling & Leon at Jurong.
I have my night not bad hahas. Took some pic too.
Muackkss i LOVE you both siaosiao..!!
Let the picture do the talk.!













' A sickening person will nv admit their fault.!'
'Dearest is sick do take care.

Happy , Unhappy.?

Wondering how can someone be happy and unhappy at the same times?
And that me how i feeling now.
I'm happy after ytd night saying my thing out.
But while still unhappy bout more stuff.
I'm unhappy bout why thing always come so unfair to me.
I'm unhappy bout why will i get this treatment when i'm just concern.
I'm unhappy why cant i jus get what i want to be.
I'm unhappy why cant i be a happy person that i use to be.
I'm unhappy with my LIFE now.!

100th post.

But i want to say something i'm unhappy about. .
Super unhappy about.
He is just a fcuker super fcuker.
Tat all i can say.

Enjoy..!

I have enjoy myself ytd at Gabriel Bday ytd..
But i want more more moe.. Haahas..
Well i think photo sure do the talk.. Lazy.. Sorry..=)














Alan kids. Ithink his name is shawn.?

Last but not least the Bday boy and his 200 plus cake.!

Idoit..!

Went out with Sulwyn Weikiat and Clarisa just now.

We went to geylang for our supper..=)
Dim sum. Yummy.=) After it i went to opp to buy my cig..
Way back there is an idoit bangala riding a BICYCLE w/o looking.
Almost knock on me. Went to Clar place after that chill.!!!
Now i'm back home.. Going to sleep soon.. Tired..
Hahas. Oh ya there a video i wanna share with u guys.
'A 2 yrs old kid performin lion dance.=)'

But last and not least.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST BAOBEI.
Gabriel Chua..

Is there purelove.?

I was wondering.? Why must a love to be so complicated.?
Why.? Is it that all purelove cases is no longer exist in this world.?
I though Love should be a sweetest thing that people wanted keep it so much.?
But it doesnt. To me. It is so hurtful that i erase it away.
FOR LIFE. Dont want it anymore.
HELL.!

FUNNY..!!

When to hong san tua ytd.. There to see hequan peeps training for lion dance competiton.
Here i got one video of them was playing.
It mayb dark sorry bout it..=)

WHY.?

Why will i feel that.? Why will i dreamt of that.?
Why will all this happen when thing dont go right between us.
Why another HE is always appear in my mind when that goes wrong.?
What should i do.? Help me..



'It okay as i say. i wont be able to have that strength to hold on and care bout so much.
I'm tired. No one is able to hold on.'

Thoughts..

Thought form the mind. As you think so you become.
Your company influence your thoughts.
Being good and evil depends on one's thought and feeling.
Do not give your thoughts immediate expression select..


'I seriously give up.. I hate it.. I cant continue when you guys is always like this.. '

WILL EVERYTHING TOO LATE.?

Dont you feel it too late for you to say that or whatever when ppl has already gave up.
Someone once told me. There is no such thing as too late.
Is just a depend on heart to remend it.
But i dont think it make sense.
Because once you hurt someone deeply, you are unable to remend it.


"Think twice before you act."

EVERYTHING IS TOO LATE..

I didnt wanna hear anything. I didnt wanna see anything.
It all over and it really over.. I'm facing all this heartaches all alone..
I will just pretend i know nothing at all..


"If life could as real as a show that will be great."

IF I WERE YOU...

Honestly speaking if you think you are tired just let go. No point holding on.
I'm tired telling you all this stuff. I was 100% disappointed on you.
When i read your post is like. I hate it. You are not behaving how you are ytd.
And i told myself this is the last time i will talk to you.
Have you guys ever thought for me.? No i guess so.
The every single action you all done is keep deeply in my heart.
You have change. All i can say i have give up.
Everything silly action make my tear is rolling into my heart but not letting it out.
I hate my emotion to spoil the mood of the days.
How can a normal human live on with such feeling.?
I dont think you can make it too.
Just to let you know lastly i seriously give up.
I worried I cried I upset. Because you guys are IMPORTANT to me.
Maybe i wont feel that any longer.

Hequan Outing...

There was a outing with Hequan peeps.. Took some photo of them ..
Well i guess i shall come with photo and less words..=)

First when we reach..




When they are all applying lotion.=)



Then when the Edmund came last Yutao wanna make him wet w/o changing..!!
Run Run Run..=)

Picture in water..!!!


See shelia face cause I say her xtra w/o Sunglass..^-^

Rest of their fun *-*..



End up with some cycling and the rest of guys back for ball games..
Btw when we are riding bicycle they guys like nv press b4 the bell..
Keep pressing non stop..!! Hell. Noise pollution.!
And they are cute riding it.. LOVES.
4 plus and we went off. It so tiring. Not too bad.
But mayb shall try next time when my AUNTIE is not with me.!!!!!

'REST WELL.'