不开心的我是没有人能理解的。我无法表现我自己的心情，也无法做我想做的事。我觉得好累好累。好想悄悄的离开这一切的我，真的好无奈 ！

我认输了，输的彻底。我以为我够坚强的好好走这个没有你的生活。可是我错了。只希望你过的比从前快乐，我就满足了。好好照顾你自己和家人。告别了。

The urge , the pain . The confuse , that blank mind is something you could never understand or even feel it . As you're not me . Im trying hard i really do . But basically i cant even made up my mind . The tears that shed in my heart you will never see it , you will never feel it . Maybe its the best choice i have ever made . So i shall keep and close everything to me .