Maybe i shouldnt look forward for the day to come , maybe i shouldnt . With the warning you gave me , i shouldnt looking forward on that . So silly of me , believing there's miracle . Believing that you will change for me with the effort i tryin on in . Trying my best to please you with ways i never did b4 , jus hoping you could be nice . Living underground making me despite myself . Numbing myself by making myself drunk . Knowing that im still gonna face it the next day , but at least it numb my heart for a shortwhile. Every emotional i had i can only keep to myself ,Posting on to my walls and blog . Other than that i got no ways to go to . I'm doing all is just becos i cherish YOU .

Just wished that you could be a lil more understanding to me isnt so hard for you .? It all the pressure from those girl ard that had gave me , not me who want to find trouble with you . Cant you understand .? I feel insecure understand .? Dunt wish to talk about it anymore . It been bothering me for days .

Well , new job so far so good . But i need to buy more clothes for work . Sick looking at those few clothes i have been wearing this few days . =( Pay faster come .!! i need clothes .!!! AWWWWWW~~ Sickening .!

I'M party like a rockstar.! Weets . Going back to normal life . Party at the right time. Sleep at Right hour .! Ytd KENNY bday . ! Happy Birthday .!!
Hhaha went hollywood with huihui . And happen to see them came in . Hahas . Nothing much that i would like to say .
Happy Birthday .!!!!

To :
" J.G.J.M , I care that why im so kanjiong n sensitive over thing ard you . Hope you understand alright .? Buay Tahan you this idiot .! JOOP ~~~ "

Im thankful , grateful to those who having helping me on my english during work .
Also to those who have been cheering up for me . When im almost break down .
Thanks to all . And oh ya ONCE AGAIN. I MISS NANA LOVES .

"Of cos not forgetting my LOVEEE.! Im sorry that at times im giving u attitude . IM JUST WORRY . that y im behaving this way . Hopefully you wont take it too hard .
LOVE YOU LA . Just love the feeling by awake having you infront of me .=) Hopefully it wont be just a short time thing."

I just simply dunt feel good when you mention bout it . But i cant voice it out . Cos in the end we will just argue . I dont want that .Hopefully u will understand how i feel one day.

Alright , let talk bout my new job .!
Im back to normal life , no more night life . But seriously i do miss NANA loves.!
But i believe we wwill always meet up often as long as everione is free..
Cant wait for tonight .! NANA chalet..! Weets..


Due to my new job , so far still ok . Cos still stuck in office , not yet out to run for sale . Believeing MORE challenging stuff will be coming . But nv do i will give up . In fact i will tell myself i can make it .!

"NYX JIAYOU .! YOU CAN MAKE IT .!! WEETS.!!"