Can anyone in thiss world tell me , what is everything happenin for ? i really dunno .
It just like not a every good or nice year to go on . Everything is just not right ?
What going on .? Actually i should be asking myself , "What are you thinkin ? Yixin"
I really need to set a aim for myself , but not rotting or thinking so much .
And to frens out there , im not emo-ing ok !!!! I just confuse with thing happening .

Im crazy over my new heels , even i have not started wearing it . But i love it ttm .!! 

Have a great time with my love this few day . I hope this good time would last.. 

Even we didnt do anything much . But just having him with me is the pleasure im having . =)

这是怎么了。为何事情又变到这样了呢？

如果说你是想要放弃这段感情，就让我知道。不要如此这样的伤害我。

我对你是用如何的心态，如何的对待 ，你应该比任何人都还要清楚。

Why will choose to hurt at this period of time ? Do you think im really enjoy myself ytd night ?

Do you think im having fun like nowhere ? I thought i can make it as well , i thought i can jus have fun .

But i still didnt make & im fail to make it . I'm shed-ing over you in the end .

I have alot of question in my mind wish that i would like to ask you , but i dont dare to .

You have make me fear of you . Fear to talk , fear to move.

Cause i wont know when will the next bomb will explode.

难道这还不够吗？

What going wrong lately ? Why have you been so cold to me?

I dunt know what you really want , Ppl are telling my that im giving in far too much to you .

Which make you treating me this way ,  i told them it ok . 

But do you really wanna prove them this is the way you are really taking granted for ?

It is just a few day b4 my day to come . Do you really have to do that ?

Im just lost in nowhere .

有时回想着你是用如何的心态来对待我？回想着早期和你在一起的那种快乐。

读回这和你的信息，返回着和你的照片。我偷偷的掉泪了。

知道你所做的一切，可是有不想去问你什么。是因为这是我对你的信任。

也许我是象你所说的 “你想太多”。 可是，是因为我很珍惜我们的这一段感情。

我可以忍受你所有的一切，那你呢？

我不需要一段轰轰烈烈的爱情，只要一心一意的对待，和关心。

这两天来我是真的感到开心。你带给我了，许多和你的第一次。

是在这四个月来我所没体验到的第一次。

从来没有想过我们能维持多旧，只想过我珍惜一切。希望你也如此。