I remember clearly and trust in your words . You told me you was just making use of her , fooling with her . Now you have fool enough & its time to come back . Remember the words you say to me at west coast?

' When the day you leave me , suddenly you never control me i feel uncomfortable'

' I leave is bcos im afraid that i will bring you burden '

' Congrats to you , my mum n daughter have slowly accept you '

And many more .

After days you was pissed by her action remember , you told me she is just a bitch .? just a PLK?

Now everything is enough le bah , time to come back . Loves , 14/06/2011 .

* dick dick dick *

Can you simply heard that .? It my heart thats bleeding .

Could you stop it by stop yourself from hurting me any longer ?

I cant handle all this thing everytime . I choose to trust you and myself .

But why ? why ? why? Why you rather choose to hurt me ?

Action speaks louder than words . You once told me loudly , " 我做东西对的起天地良心 "

But what now ? Secret hidden behide all those lock ?

There is nothing im able speaks out anymore . But only this short sentence for you .

" Walk a right path , Make a wise choice. "

Going Crazy , there is alot of stuff that im looking forward to do or have it .

And it being long while since i last bloggin. Today was cock up la .

Only manage to enter ofiice at 10.45am when i suppose to start at 9 am.

Im stuck outside the office for 1 hour plus with the freaking hot weather .!

KAOS .

Thing is between us are getting slightly much better , hope it will improve even much better .

And not get worst . Nothing much to blog oso -.-

Sometimes i realise i got no right to say others at all.
In life everything is changing along the time pass. And of cos so do a human as well.
At times i dont even know what i want for my life .
Dont know who is the right one who guide me thru
I plead for the time to arrive, i dont want to go on living with fear .

Maybe i shouldnt look forward for the day to come , maybe i shouldnt . With the warning you gave me , i shouldnt looking forward on that . So silly of me , believing there's miracle . Believing that you will change for me with the effort i tryin on in . Trying my best to please you with ways i never did b4 , jus hoping you could be nice . Living underground making me despite myself . Numbing myself by making myself drunk . Knowing that im still gonna face it the next day , but at least it numb my heart for a shortwhile. Every emotional i had i can only keep to myself ,Posting on to my walls and blog . Other than that i got no ways to go to . I'm doing all is just becos i cherish YOU .