today i wrote something to eddy friendster. this is what i wrote.

"Daddy,i miss you..i really feel like cryin.

no matter how mani time i told myself to be strong.i can't make it.

daddy,everything has change ard me.

how i wish u will be here with me to listen to me complain.

how i wish that u will be here with me to cook with me @ my hse.

how i wish that i can snatch with u over a winnie the pooh again..

there mani thing out there that i wish to do with u again.

but most important is that Daddy, i still can't overcome it or believe it.

i LOVE YOU..
I know no matter what i say or wirte.the history won change.

but i really hope miracle can appear.

i MISS u."


this is what i wrote to him.

i told myself that i must overcome it and stop crying.

but i can't make it. i feel regret for not treasure him well in past.

And now . no matter how i wish it all over.

i told my fren this.


"Yixin:hais suddenly i feel so sadded.

Julifin : why.?

Yixin:i jus nice passby to my fren accnt and i miss him alot."

Guess what he told me. how i wish that if i can i will jus do it as what he.

"Julifin:then go to find him lo.make a appointment tonite."

really when he told me this my mind is blank. all i think is what shld i do next.

that all. wirtin so much lastly i wann tell him n forget to do it jus now is telling him this.

"Daddy,

I'm sorry for not treasure u well in the past. but hope that i get the chance to do in my nextlife with you.

I LOVE YOU."