Perhaps being a fcuker is much more easier
Then SOMEONE who always keep others the first priority.
Because you will be the one end up suffering.
There is one beautiful phrase i saw from one of my friends.
And i love it so much. There it goes.

"Just because her eyes don't tear
doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry.
And just because she comes off strong,
doesn't mean there's nothing wrong."

How you guys think of it.?
I feel it just somehow express how i feel.
It like say doesnt mean i didnt cry mean i'm happy with what i'm now.
Is just that i'm suffering in heart.
Seriously love this phrase.!

'There something i rather hide it in my heart.
Because i'm afraid , afraid to spoil everyone mood just cause of me.
I dont want this to happen.
Is just that sometime sooner or later i will just gone.
Serious , one fine day i will sure went down.
No one can keep it in heart for too long.
I have no one to go to. Should say i rather dont.
But i hope my effort is not wasted.
As in i dont mean thing in return.
Just a simple smile from you. I'm fulfilled.
All i want is just the happiness from you guys.
That all. Asking me losing anything i'm fine with it.
Because your happiness is more worthy than any other thing.'