I seriously sometimes hate myself ,
For allowing my tears to roll down my cheek . So easily.
What kind of girl i'm.? I'm seriously thinking.
Why is there such a weak girl like me.?
Why till now. Till now my this weak point will never change.
My heart really aches.


'EDDY & MERNEL,
Seriously, asking me to stop thinking of you guys is a impossible thing.
Once again, i cried. I cried over you guys.
I cant stop myself. I wont stop myself for missing you both.
After this incident i really learn a very big lesson.
Is far too big lesson for me to take it.
I can't let go. And i wont.'


"Please god. Once again i beg you. Dont take thing away from me anymore.
Please i beg you. The tears i have drop is enough.
Please , Take it as a pity to me. Can .? "